unhappy ~

im so unhappy these days ;; i feel like me and my boyfriend hardly communicate anymore && i feel like as if doesnt need me in his life or he doesnt love me anymore?
i have no idea why im feeling like this
its like whenever we dont talk, i feel like nothing else would complete me
i love him too much, i dnt want to lose him
&&im hoping he understands what im trying to say
*sighz*
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ah so hard

sometimes u feel hurt, cos one of ur loved ones said something but u dnt know whether they said it cos they were mad or if they meant it?its even worst when they tell ur bestfriend, and knowing that your bestfriend is keeping it from u, cos u might feel devo?but then u know, ur bestfriend is gna tell u one day about what had happened...well my bestfriend spoke up yesterday on what my loved one said to her.&as i read it i felt hurt and useless as tears jst start to build up in my eyesi really dont want to make it a big dealbut i cant help it, cos it just hurts mesometimes i feel like i should pretend that my loved one didnt say that and just go with the flow... but sometimes i get so angry and feel like talking it out.but if im talking it out, i dont know if i'll hurt my loved one.and even if my loved one had said that one week before, maybe it is really coming true?cos we hardly talk now, or show how much we love eachother?as each day goes by, i realise how much i love him and build up feelings for him more and more... i really dnt ever wna lose him.even if i did, i would still like him to be by my side as a friend.but im so confused & i dnt even know if he still loves me?
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